| i hope you had the time of your life.. i did |
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its funny how you can call someone your "best friend" for so many years, have a sleepover with them every single weekend or chance you have, spend pretty much every minute with them, and tell them your deepest secrets, but in less than a month, the entire friendship can be ruined, whether it be by a person who one likes, and the other hates, or just a simple disagreement.
i'm upset i lost someone so close, but i'm also happy because i can branch out, and fine new people that i won't be tied down to or always hanging out with.. now i can have a variety of friends and not just one..
those 4 years, i had some of the best memories of my life, and some of the worst, and you were always there, but our 8th grade year, we split apart.
thanks for the good memories, and the bad ones...but thank you most of all for just being there for me .. *you know who you are & i hope you read this.
thank you for the good memories, bad memories, good times, bad times, great pictures, bad pictures, good jokes, and the bad ones *i still laughed even tho they sucked*, but most of all, thank you for always being there for me and being the best friend i ever had
my 9th grade year will be very lonely without your smile, your laugh, and your company..but just remember i will always keep the good and bad memories we've had with eachother .. and i just wanted to say it again .. thank you so much for the best few years of my life. i'm crying as i'm writing this all out, i just wanted you to know that, so you know its truely comming from my heart and its not just a bunch of made up bullshit .. and if you cared about me as much as i cared about you, you would probably be almost crying because it means so much to you and what great friends we were, and all the memories we had together are comming back ... i know the ones that i remember the most are comming back to me right now ..
*bucket heads for life* thank you for always being there for me .. and no matter what, if anything ever happens in your life, you can always fall back on me and i will be here if you just need someone to talk to ...and i hope you would do the same for me ...
yeah im done ... love you bucket head <3 * you should know who you are*
i love you joe <3
45 comments to post again <3
--ayla
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well i just got home from the hairlady lol .. so yeah i'm getting that haircut, but its gonna be red underneath and black on top so its gonna look pretty sweet..
i love you joe <3
15 comments so i post again
<33*Ayla
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[12 May 2005|07:25pm] |
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( click it losers )
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| cutting my hair soon =] |
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okay under the cut is two pictures (they are the same i just lightened the one up so you could see it better) with how i'm hopefully cutting/coloring my hair..tell me if ya like that, if i should keep it how it is, or a different cut possibly?
( haircut =] )
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[08 May 2005|10:45pm] |
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Girl: Slow down. I'm scared.
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No, it's not. Please, it's too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
- Girl hugs him -
Guy: Can you take my helmet off & put it on yourself? It's bugging me.
- Girl does -
In the paper the next day:
A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy had realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live, even though it meant that he would die.
If there's anyone you love this much, re-post this.
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soccer game
well i'm not gonna go into the details..but we won 11-1.. i played goalie first half and got a shutout but it was so boring they took me out and put me on the field =] so then second half Mya let in a goal .. pshhh she sucks =0 but yeah it was a fun game =] good job ladies
USL soccer -- 3 winss and 1 loss
keep up the good work ladies!
<3*Ayla
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i don't fucking care anymore ... probably won't write in my livejournal anymore because nobody wants to hear about my shitty ass life ..
w/e .. good bye
- ayla
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[04 May 2005|06:17pm] |
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i miss Laura Denomme so fucking much and i'm going crazy because i haven't seen her in forever ='[
laura *ole* wow .. i do not know where i would be if i hadnt met you .. probably would have quit soccer for the rest of my life and i'm so thankful that you are my friend .. i miss you and we are for sure hanging out soon because i said so =] best friends forever no matter what
i will always be your friend even if..
-we arent on the same soccer team anymore
-you absolutely hate my guts
-you stop liking something cooperate
-you quit soccer for life
bottom line ... i will always remember you and how goofy you are.. best friends forever laura .. nothing could ever ruin our friendship we have <3
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001. I miss somebody right now.
002.I watch more tv than I used to.
003. I love olive
004. I love sleeping.
005. I own a home.
006. I wear glasses or contact lenses
007. I love to play video games.
008. I've done something illegal.
009. I've watched a porn movie.
010. I have been in a threesome
011. I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
012. I like my handwriting.
013. I have acne free skin..
014. I like and respect Al Sharpton..
015. I curse frequently.
016. I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
017. I have a hobby.
018. I've been to another country
019. I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
020. I'm smart.
021. I've never broken anyone else's bones.
022. I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal.
023. I love rain.
024. I'm paranoid at times.
025. I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
026. I need money right now.
027. I love sushi.
028. I talk really, really fast sometimes..
029. I have fresh breath in the morning..
030. I have long hair..
031. I have lost money in Las Vegas.
032. I have at least one brother and/or sister.
033. I was born in a country outside of the U.S.
034. I shave my legs.
035. I have a twin.
037. I couldn't survive without Caller I.D..
038. I like the way that I look.
039. I have lied to a good friend in the past 6 months.
040. I know how to do cornrows.
041. I am usually pessimistic.
042. I have mood swings..
043. I think prostitution should be legalized.
044. I think Britney Spears is pretty.
045. I have gotten in a car accident. a really bad one =[
046. I have a hidden talent..
047. I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
048. I've been sexually intimate with less than ten people(more then kissing) ...?
049. I am currently single.
050. I have kissed someone of the same sex. on the cheek so dont think im like bi er anything
051. I enjoy talking on the phone.
052. I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
053. I love to shop.
054. I would rather shop than eat.
055. I would classify myself as ghetto
056. I'm bourgeoisie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
057. I'm obsessed with my livejournal!
058. I don't hate anyone.
059. I'm a pretty good dancer.
060. I don't think Mike Tyson raped Desiree Washington.
061. I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother..
062. I have a cell phone.
063. I watch MTV
065. I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
067. I have never been in a real relationship before.
068. I've rejected someone before.
069. I currently have a crush on someone.
070. I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
071. I want to have children in the future.
072. I have changed a diaper before.
073. I've had the cops called on me before.
074. I bite my nails.
075. I am a member of the Tom Green fan club..
076. I'm not allergic to anything deadly.
077. I have a lot to learn.
078. I have dated someone at least 10 years older or younger.
079. I plan on seeing Ice Cube's newest "Friday" movie.
080. I am very shy around the opposite sex.
081. I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
082. I have at least 5 away messages saved.
083. I have been rejected by someone
084. I have made a move on a friend's significant other in the past.
085. I own the "SOUTHPARK" movie.
086. I have avoided work to play on Livejournal.
087. When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
088. I enjoy country music.
089. I love my best friend.
090. I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
091. I watch soap operas almost everyday.. .
092. I'm obsessive, anal retentive, and often a perfectionist.
093. I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
094. I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
095. I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
096. Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
097. I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
098. I have dated a close friend's ex.
099. I'm happy as of this moment.
100. I have gone scuba diving.
101. I've had a crush on somebody I have never met.
102. I've kissed someone I knew I shouldn't.
103. I play a musical instrument..
104. I strongly dislike math.
105. I'm procrastinating on something right now.
106. I own and use a library card.
107. I fall in "lust" more than in "love."
108. Cheese enchiladas rock my socks.
109. I think The Lord of the Rings is one of the greatest movies ever.
110. I'm obsessed with the tv show "The O.C."
111. I am resentful that I have to grow up.
112. I am an entirely different person around different people.
113. I think the world would be a better place if people just smiled more often.
114. I think ramen noodles is one of the best foods in the whole world.
115. I am suffering of a broken heart.
116. I am a nerd.
117. No matter where I am or who I'm with, I always seem to be lonely.
118. I am left handed and proud of it.
119. I try not to change who I am for someone.
120. My heart resides below my feet.
121. I have had sex with someone I was not in a relationship with..
122. I enjoy smoothies.
123. I have had major surgery.
124. I have adopted a pet.
125. I am listening to Radiohead right now.
126. Some people call me by a nickname..
127. I once stole a music stand.
128. I like pumpkin pie.
129. I love NASCAR!
130. I own over 200 CDs.
131. I work 7 days a week.
132. I think I've had mono..
132. I don't have the ability to make decisions without changing my mind.
133. People tell me I have a horrible sense of humor.
134. I'm still in my PJs.
135. I'm looking for love in all the wrong places.
136. I have a tendency to fall for the wrong people, or have them fall for me, so I can't help but reciprocate.
137. I'll try anything three times. Almost anything.
138. I've done drugs other than Alcohol or Cannabis.
139. I'm having trouble sleeping.
140. I am a cuddler.
141. I love John Waters films.
142. I have made a pornographic videotape.
143. I'm a vegetarian.
144. I am Pagan.
145. I sing WAY more than I should.
146. I Really like the word : "Bazooka"
147. I like nuns.
148. I've been made fun of so much I want to shoot myself.
149. I am obsessed with Wicked.
150. I am in love with sigma phi epsilon brothers!
151. I like someone who I've known for a long time..
152. I think Sirius Black should be a real person.
153. I watch Boiling Points and laugh at the people.
154. Sometimes I'm too passive.
155. My room can't stay clean for longer than a day.
156. I still have a dial-up connection.
157. I hate leaving the house without a watch on.
158. I have a sick obsession with bean burritos.
159. I own bunny slippers.
160. Band isn't just something to fill the time.
161. I would pee my pants if I did not have Chapstick on me 24/7/365
162. I have my own car.
163. I love surprises.
164. I love one of my parents more than the other.
165. I over analyze everything.
166. I ate cheerios for breakfast.
167. I am in love(like) with somebody who doesn't want a serious relationship yet.
168. I feel naked if I leave home without my cell phone.
169. I almost never cry.
170. I like Chickens.
yeahh that was gayy but i have nothing better to do .. so yeah <3 comment?
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OhNoItsColin: how come some days she's a ho and others she's your best friend
fAv0Rit3 MiStAkE: seriously colin, she can go choke on a peanut
OhNoItsColin: ...
OhNoItsColin: A peanut?
OhNoItsColin: that made me laugh
fAv0Rit3 MiStAkE: lmfao i didnt know what else to put
OhNoItsColin: :-D
OhNoItsColin: you're all mad
OhNoItsColin: YOU KNOW WHAT?!?!?! GO CHOKE ON A PEANUT!
OhNoItsColin: BITCH
OhNoItsColin: that would be funny
fAv0Rit3 MiStAkE: you know it ..
wow kid .. bffe <3
<33*Ayla
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well uhh yeahh today was like shitty, then it turned out to be pretty awesome =]
woke up late..=\ almost missed the damn bus .. i didn't even go to lauras because me and my mom actually sat down and had bagels together before they left for Holland this morning.. so yeah .. it was a pretty interesting talk ..
1st hour -- pretty gayy ... i had to make up a test that i didn't take on Friday because I'm cool like that ;) thenn uhhh we learned about cooking utensils it was pretty pimp .. lmfao never again .. i know
hmm 2nd hour -- i dont even know .. i think we have a test tomorrow or something? uhh yeahh idk i sleep during that class 0=]
3rd hour -- omggg grossest class ever.. we like had a worm under our microscope and it was wiggling and ew i wanted to gag .. and then it liked crawled up Nicole's arm .. uhh i almost passed out .. so Me, Nicole, and Crystal were all in a group goofing around and we didn't finish 0=] so yeah and then we got this big ass bug and it was twitching and i killed it =\ sorry bug! but i got all the cool slides for the microscope because im like a scientist professional ;) hahah you betcha =]
4th hour -- wow..uhh talked w/ Pasko, Erin, Jimmy, and Florjan all hour because mrs. kauflin is gay .. thenn i uhh finished me worksheet so i gave it to Florjan because im sooo nice to copy..soo yeah that class went by fast
StudyHall--pretty damn gay? John and Danny were like burping and then Danny spit his gum up on the ceiling .. it was gross... soo yeahh uh thenn the bell rang? and oh i wrote laura a note .. =]
Lunch--gay ... usual .. madison is still in Cancun ... loser =0
6th -- dumbbb ... mr reckling like gave uss a packet? and then we uhh did the packet? so yeah then we did that packet and then talked and then anthony did pushups and thenn uhh we worked on our essays...crap im not like done at all w// mine =\ =0
7th -- uhhh i hate ms marciniak .. soo yeah we played our insturments...what else would we do in band..?
bus ride home -- josh hadda sit in the front so i sat w/ my homie Kyle ... wow that kid is pretty dummb but i still <3 him even tho he is a dip shit ..
got home and nobody was home * no surprise* let the dog out, called my mommy ... called Kyle back and then i went online ... Kyle called me back and then he came over after i changed and we walked up to 7-11 and got slurpees and i got poprocks!! omgg i havent had them in foreverrr!! soo yeah <3
thenn uhh we called Laura and then we went to Joshs house and played bball .. then we went in his basement after laura left.. then uh yeah stuff happened and Kyle and Josh are fags..laura came back after like 20 minutes? thenn uhh we hung out and then Joshs aunts dog, Lexus, came over and awww that dog is sooo damn cute!! <33
soo yeah now im here and im gonna go watch Drum Line because i havent seen it and my cousin let me borrow it <3
comment if ya love me ... oh yeah and soon my journal is gonna be back to friends only maybe .. idkk yet tell me if i should or shouldnt?
<33*Ayla Anne
ughhh i think i like you <3 =\ stupidd me
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| Taylar let me us this b/c i liked it <33 ly taylar bffe! |
[17 Apr 2005|11:22am] |
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You know you're in love when you can say anything to the person and you know they won't laugh at you. When you can see their face when you close your eyes. When you can still feel their arms around you holding you tight long after they are gone. When you can still taste their kiss after you have said good-bye. You can tell you're in love when you miss them before they are gone. When their voice lingers in your ears. When their presence eases any pain. When their name sends chills down your spine. When they are the only thing you can think about. You know you're in love when you can see all their hopes and dreams and their soul when you look into their eyes. When they call you at four in the morning and say, "I love you" and mean it. When your tears stain not only their shirt, but also their heart. When they are hurt just because of these tears. When even a simple chore done with them can become a lasting memory. Ultimately, you know you're in love when you can't imagine living without them, and can't figure, how did you live before you knew them. When they furfill every need and without them you are incomplete. The love of someone else completes the heart, and soul, and mind all at once.
comment if ya love me..if ya don't comment then i guess you don't love me =\
<33*Ayla
oh if anyone knows the override for being able to make the border around my font box a thick black line instead of the annoying dots, please tell me =]
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| BEST FRIENDS MEANS FRIENDS FOREVER |
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alyssa: sry idk how to make u feel better idk wut i can say just plz plz plz dont do anythign that u shouldnt :-( not that i can really talk but u mean a lot to me so plz dont id die if anythign ever happened to you dont let ppl being gay get to u you should do wut makes you happy im always here for you if u need anything anythign at all n i hope u get happier and i hope u dont hate me for saying this but i think u need to hear it ayla your a great person and u mean so much to so many people so never let any1 convince u otherwise
wow..now that is the true defanition of a best friend..
im sick of people fuckin saying shit to me and i hope you are all fuckin happy now because im crying so damn hard i can barely see what im typing .. so you guys can all just go to hell
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